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I know how to bloom in the morning!
But darkness threatens me every night!
I know how to wear different colors!
But my colors fade again and again!
I know spreading fragrance in the air!
But I also stink and shrink badly!
I know adding beauty to the garden!
But I fall on ground in a ugly form!
I know how to bear the dew drops!
But I break and bleed every time!
I know how to care for pollen grains!
But I fail in turning into seed!
I am a flower with kind heart!
But I have only one broken thorn!
Everyone crushes me with nails!
But my thoughts crush my own heart!
Regrowth of thorn is my fantasy!
But it keeps me alive forever!

I

have fear of water. I have fear of blood. I have obsession for cleanliness.
My duckling got stuck! There was a big fish waiting to eat my duckling on one side. On the other side, there was a big rock. Water was impure and infectious. There was nothing for her to eat.
I jumped into the water and got hurt while pushing the stone away. I took the duckling into my hand and left it in a safe pond.
She looked at me with gratitude. I looked at her with something more than gratitude. I gave her life. She gave me life to live. Life is not life when it is filled with fears.
I had a life, but never lived before.
Credit goes to obstacles that threatened my loved one! Credit goes to the savior pond! Credit goes to my loved one – the ducking! Credit goes to the love that motivated me to win over my fear!